What do you do, though? I need to go to school full time to receive financial aid. I need to work as close to full time as possible to survive, keeping the apartment and paying for the things I need...
There are just some days, like today... when I'm just so exhausted, I want to crawl under my covers and sleep for a week. I want to go play outside, watch TV, VOLUNTEER my time for causes that matter to me... I want my time to be my own.
I have this planner that keeps me alive. But sometimes I hate it. I feel like my planner runs my life, you know? Going on a date takes so much thought process to FIT IT INTO MY SCHEDULE that it's incredibly depressing! Not to mention, if I'm tired during my date, I feel so bad...
Work in and of itself is not stressful, but we are not allowed to read at work, so it can be stressful to sit around and stare into space while my brain runs around and around all the things I need to be doing and am not. Money is stressful too.
Saa, dooshiyoo...
I feel like crying today...








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An Irishman has an abiding sense of tragedy that sustains him through temporary bouts of joy.
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Lady, lady, are you ready to go?
Why do you have to be laying down?
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All I want is to feel this way; to be this close; to feel the same...
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Lady, lady, are you ready to go?
Why do you have to be laying down?
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蛍火と百合の花
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Lady, lady, are you ready to go?
Why do you have to be laying down?
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蛍火と百合の花
How're things in faraway laaaaands?
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Lady, lady, are you ready to go?
Why do you have to be laying down?
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蛍火と百合の花
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