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What do you do, when there's no way out?

Wed Nov 25, 2009, 3:04 PM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: Exist Trace
  • Reading: Asssignments for class.
  • Eating: Clam chowder.
  • Drinking: Tea.
The stress is incredible. I've been getting headaches and I never get headaches! I'm cranky and antisocial and needy... directly caused by this intense stress level.

What do you do, though? I need to go to school full time to receive financial aid. I need to work as close to full time as possible to survive, keeping the apartment and paying for the things I need...

There are just some days, like today... when I'm just so exhausted, I want to crawl under my covers and sleep for a week. I want to go play outside, watch TV, VOLUNTEER my time for causes that matter to me... I want my time to be my own.

I have this planner that keeps me alive. But sometimes I hate it. I feel like my planner runs my life, you know? Going on a date takes so much thought process to FIT IT INTO MY SCHEDULE that it's incredibly depressing! Not to mention, if I'm tired during my date, I feel so bad...

Work in and of itself is not stressful, but we are not allowed to read at work, so it can be stressful to sit around and stare into space while my brain runs around and around all the things I need to be doing and am not. Money is stressful too.

Saa, dooshiyoo... :(

I feel like crying today...

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  • Current Residence: Portland, OR
  • Interests: Literature, Jrock, X, fags, food, chicks, obsessing...
  • Favourite movie: Repo! The Genetic Opera.
  • Favourite band or musician: X/X Japan, Motley Crue, Versailles, Placebo, hide, Yoshiki
  • Favourite genre of music: Visual Kei, glam rock, alternative, et cetera
  • Favourite artist: Shini rawks.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Poppy Z. Brite has won my heart.
  • Favourite photographer: Phoebe
  • Operating System: Windows Vista Dx
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod!
  • Wallpaper of choice: Yoshiki of course.
  • Skin of choice: S.K.I.N.!
  • Favourite game: I rather like Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2 and SNES
  • Favourite cartoon character: Roadrunner. MEEP-MEEP!
  • Personal Quote: *woogly arms*
  • Tools of the Trade: Tea, sugar, and insanity.

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=Scarlettletters Oct 13, 2008, 6:17:45 AM
Thanks so much for faving my work. I truly appreciate it!

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~ShinyBubbles Oct 14, 2008, 10:02:22 PM
Of course ^^ I really liked it!

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*N23 Sep 2, 2008, 6:47:52 AM
*watch you back* Hi!! :dance::dance:

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~ShinyBubbles Sep 2, 2008, 9:39:43 AM
Yay!! Hi! 8D

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Lady, lady, are you ready to go?
Why do you have to be laying down?
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~K-u-u-h-a-k-u Jul 12, 2008, 1:32:40 PM
HI THERE SEXY. :D

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~ShinyBubbles Jul 12, 2008, 11:57:11 PM
Well hello there! ;D

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Lady, lady, are you ready to go?
Why do you have to be laying down?
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~K-u-u-h-a-k-u Jul 13, 2008, 7:37:32 AM
How's it shakin' there? ;D

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蛍火と百合の花
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~ShinyBubbles Jul 13, 2008, 9:42:01 AM
Meh, things are good. Back to making pizzas and being the only hardcore J-rock freak within a ten mile radius. During a con sometimes the freakiness scares me, but after, I want the freakfest back ;o; LOL.

How're things in faraway laaaaands?

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Lady, lady, are you ready to go?
Why do you have to be laying down?
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~K-u-u-h-a-k-u Jul 13, 2008, 10:35:10 AM
About the same, actually, except I've been booking a lot of tickets... and a lot of them going into Portland and CA... and I get a surge of jealousy and nostalgia. xD I'm ready to leave faraway laaaaands. READY TO RELOCATE.

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